my false

i'd like to think that i'm a pretty solid person. that i'm reliable and people trust me enough to depend on me. but there are times where i'm so easily swayed, if i was a little pig's house i'd be the first to go, hands down. and when you have the very core of your existence being questioned, there's only very little that doesn't shatter you like a glass window being blasted apart in an action film scene. it's a hard pie to cut, deciding how much occurs in my head and how big a part reality plays. i like being more than i appear to be. i like exceeding expectations, i like going beyond what's required of me and i like unpredictability. i want to be it, the it that describes the knowledge that nothing else is needed.